Evans Blue Album

I can't escape this
Feeling inside burns me up
I can't erase it
Have I gone mad on my own
Why can’t I face this
Hurry up, I'm lost without
Some kind of placement
Something real in my life

So change it
And make me forget

Save me, I'm buried alive this time
Bending, and breaking all I have left inside
Blaming everyone for nothing
I'm hating me for what I've done with my life

It's time to wake up
This time it's all in my head
It's what I'm made of
It's not what you say I am
I have this anxious feeling
Running through these veins inside of me
I can't explain it
I'm running out of patience

So change it
And make me forget

Save me, I'm buried alive this time
Bending, and breaking all I have left inside
Blaming everyone for nothing
I'm hating me for what I've done with my life (x2)

I ran away from you
I took everything
Facing the day
I turned my back
Just the way you showed me

I'd say I've changed
So youre right
And you stayed the same
I stepped away from you
I won't be coming back

I thought I told you
I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic
Try, and you just might get
Its come to this
And now Im sick of it

I can't stand the habit
Hide, cause you just can't have it
Lie and maybe youll find
Its come to its end
And now I'm sick of it

Youre getting sick of this life
Facing the truth
Chasing the lies you live by
Won't be something new to you

I haven't spoke of bad times
I have no use
Erase the memories
Is something I must do

I thought I told you
I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic
Try, and you just might get
Its come to this
And now Im sick of it

I can't stand the habit
Hide, cause you just can't have it
Lie, and maybe youll find
Its come to its end
And now I'm sick of it

Nothing around you
Nothing to say
Nothing involving you
Concerns me today
Maybe youll find out
Maybe youll break
Maybe youll end up
Just the way you are today

I thought I told you
I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic
Try, and you just might get
Its come to this
And now Im sick of it

I can't stand the habit
Hide, cause you just can't have it
Lie and maybe youll find
Its come to its end
And now I'm sick of it

You’re falling asleep
I can feel you dreaming
Are you thinking of me
Are you feeling the love?
I’m caught in between
The way it is, how it could be
I'll never believe
You wanted me to go

So sleep love
Just dream love
And don't let it go
Just promise you won't
And I'll be home

I believe I’m falling apart again
Can't believe it’s all my fault, and when
I fall; then you follow me in
I can see the future in the end
Can't believe it’s finally come to this
I fall and you follow me in

I’m ready to leave
And I hear you whisper to me
Love hurts, sometimes it works
Sometimes you gotta let it go
But you gotta believe
If it takes your all, then you’re ready
It can never defeat
What you want
If you wanna be with me

So sleep love
Just dream love
And don't let it go
Just promise you won't
And I'll be home

I believe I’m falling apart again
Can't believe it’s all my fault, and when
I fall; then you follow me in
I can see the future in the end
Can't believe it’s finally come to this
I fall and you follow me in

Sleep love
Just dream love
And don't let it go
Just promise you won't
I'll be home

I believe I’m falling apart again
Can't believe it’s all my fault, and when
I fall; then you follow me in
I can see the future in the end
Can't believe it’s finally come to this
I fall and you follow me in

I fall and you follow me in

Embrace the atmosphere
Save face but have your fill
Never mind the rules in here and don't believe 'em
I know you
You'll fall through
Replace your life with fear
Withdrawing your love here
I know you
You want to

You don't feel the absence…you won't see the pain

I’m taking a step back from inside
Forsaking the life that I once had
I’ve tried, I hate that you already do
I’m making a run from the dark side
Replacing night with the sunlight
I've tried, I hate that you already do

Separate your faults in life
And get used to blood-shot eyes
Never mind the sleepless nights, just follow your own fight
I know you
You'll fall through
Replace your fear with life
Withdrawing this spotlight
I know you
You'll want too

You don't feel the absence…you won't see the pain

I’m taking a step back from inside
Forsaking the life that I once had
I’ve tried, I hate that you already do
I’m making a run from the dark side
Replacing night with the sunlight
I've tried, I hate that you already do

Fuck you
For lying
For pointing and then hiding
You must be right, it must be true
Fuck me
For dreaming
For trying to find my meaning
What was I thinking, it’s all for you

I’m taking a step back from inside
Forsaking the life that I once had
I’ve tried, I hate that you already do
I’m making a run from the dark side
Replacing night with the sunlight
I've tried, I hate that you already do

Say it
Explain yourself, go on
Just hang yourself
No one takes pride for pain
Save your game
No one believes you anyway

Save it
You know you’ve been shut down
Your shit’s been figured out
And all your ways belong to fate
I can't believe you had me

No one around to show me
But I should have known
Now I can't go back, if only

You were the animal
I held the reins and you pulled
Living on hope
Keeping your eyes closed

But I was the animal
And you held the reins while I pulled
Living on hope
You kept my eyes closed

Say it
Defend yourself, go on
We're listening, what's wrong?
Did I hit the spot, piss you off
Make you a fool in front of everyone?

Take it
It’s time, admit your faults
It’s your turn feeling small
To aggravate, the pain awaits
And this time there is
No one around to show you
But you should have known
Now you can't go back, if only
You were the animal
I held the reins and you pulled
Living on hope
Keeping your eyes closed

But I was the animal
And you held the reins while I pulled
Living on hope
You kept my eyes closed
Eyes closed…

Say it
Explain yourself, go on
Just hang yourself
No one takes pride for pain
Save your game,
No one believes you anyway

No one around to show me
But I should have known
Now I can't go back, if only

You were the animal
I held the reins and you pulled
Living on hope
Keeping your eyes closed

But I was the animal
And you held the reins while I pulled
Living on hope
You kept my eyes closed

I lie awake to the sound of it all
Will it ever reach me
As I wander around this hole
Will the burden break me

Have the words been made to take the pain
When the truth cannot be safe
Can the truth remain when everything, everything's okay
And now the world surrounds us
Will we ever live

Now here we are, going down, down, down
Will we turn this around or fall apart
Now here we are, looking down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are

So I try, break habit, and fall
The walls consume me
Rely on having it all
And it all goes through me

Have the words been made to take the pain
When truth cannot be safe
Can the truth remain when everything, everything's okay
And now the world surrounds us
Will we ever live

Now here we are, going down, down, down
Will we turn this around or fall apart
Now here we are, looking down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are

And all you are
You cannot fall
You move the world
You have it all
You cannot fall
You cannot fall

And now here we are, going down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are

Now here we are, going down, down, down
Will we turn this around or fall apart
Now here we are, looking down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are

Searching for words
Embracing their meaning
Starving for hurt
Erasing your feelings
Replacing comfort
With a false sense of sacrifice
Waiting your turn
For a guarantee to roll the dice

Why can’t you fake me a reason why
You choose to blame me for all the times you hide
You can’t mistake me for the enemy tonight

How does it feel
What does it mean to you
Your heart is real
It isn't bulletproof
You can’t conceal all of the things you do
On your way down

Harboring thoughts
Of doubt and confusion
Fearing what’s lost
A selfless conclusion
You’re awaiting the fall
Creating your own appetite
You’re saving it all
You'll do anything to win the fight

Why can’t you fake me a reason why
You choose to blame me for all the times you hide
You can’t mistake me for the enemy tonight

How does it feel
What does it mean to you
Your heart is real
It isn't bulletproof
You can’t conceal all of the things you do
On your way down (x2)

I could never be the one
I can't take over
I could never see the fun
In holding on
I barely ever need someone
And I'm not your shoulder
I could never come undone
So prove me wrong

Over and over, ’til we fall
I can't take this
Over and over, I blame you

All of the hurt
With all of your words, you chose to
Never be heard again
All of the hate
With all I would trade, I chose to
Carry this weight again

How long
Can this go on
How long ’til we finally see what's wrong
Who said life is awaiting death
Who said you can't be all alone

Over and over, ’til we fall
I can't take this
Over and over, I blame you

All of the hurt
With all of your words, you chose to
Never be heard again
All of the hate
With all I would trade, I chose to
Carry this weight again

All of the hurt
With all of your words, you chose to
Never be heard again
All of the hate
With all I would trade, I chose to
Carry this weight again

I want what’s left of us
Just hurry up and throw me the bones you bleed
I’m not the one who forgot
On second thought, I’m leaving this life
You scream...

Nobody knows me
Nobody will
Nobody knows this pain I feel
Taken for insult or taken to heal
Or taken away

We're all like you
We've all seen through your eyes
With our lives
It’s not easy to go on, believe me
It’s alright
We're all alike

Do you want to know
What you can’t allow inside
And out of hope
And still you scream...

Nobody knows me
Nobody will
Nobody knows this pain I feel
Taken for insult or taken to heal
Or taken away

We're all like you
We've all seen through your eyes
With our lives
It’s not easy to go on, believe me
It’s alright
We're all alike

Do you want to know
What you can’t allow inside
And out of hope (x3)

We're all like you
We've all seen through your eyes
With our lives
It’s not easy to go on, believe me
It’s alright
We're all alike

You can imagine, I'm alone tonight
And my eyes won't sleep at all
You've taken for granted, what a life was like
You were the veins inside my arm

Now it's a vision, my thoughts are controlled
Used as a weapon and now I know
I can take your breath away

Show me how it feels to be inside you
I need to know right now
Cause I can't live outside you
I've tried to

Feeling abandoned, feeling alright
Cause your silhouettes still here
I'm barley standing, on these feet of mine
And these bottles keep me here

Now it's a vision, my thoughts are controlled
Used as a weapon and now I know
I can take your breath away

Show me how it feels to be inside you
I need to know right now
Cause I can't live outside you
I've tried to

No one, no where
No time to care
We all need someone
Take me there
When there's no one to lose
No love to spare at all

Show me how it feels to be inside you
I need to know right now
Cause I can't live outside you
I've tried to

Show me how it feels to be inside you
I need to know right now
Cause I can't live outside you
I've tried to

I'm alone tonight
And my eyes won't sleep at all

You haven't answered my,
concerns and questions why,
you left me standing here speechless with butterflies.

Is this the end of you?
Is life beginning soon?
Have we begun to fake the day-to-day
'I love you's?

So let's be satisfied,
Without the hate inside.
Just walk away from the pain but
still leave with pride.

I won't be needing you;
I don't believe you do.
So lead the way to the door and
I'll follow through.

I can't go on,
Forgetting what I'm made of.
I am so numb; you held me down for so long.

It's fine to criticize,
the pain in my eyes,
if you escape the blame;
the feeling;
the shame that kept you mine.

I'm done believing you,
in spite of swearing true.
I'm over analyzing every little thing you do.

Make no mistake this time:
I've never felt so right.
I've never been the one disguising how
I feel inside.

So, let me ask of you:
Please, put away the attitude,
and I'll be the one to follow through
without any fucking help from you 'cause

I can't go on,
Forgetting what I'm made of.
I am so numb; you held me down for so long.

How long am I willing to go on
Faking this life's what I want?
I can't go on feeling so numb;
wasting my time with someone.

I can't go on,
Forgetting what I'm made of.
I am so numb; you held me down for so long.

How long am I willing to go on
Faking this life's what I want?
I can't go on feeling so numb;
wasting my time with someone.

I can't go on.
I am so numb.
You've held me down for so long.