TRUSTcompany Album

Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me,
Here I stand hold back so no one can see,
I feel these wounds, step down, step down, step
DOWN!

Am I breaking?
(Breaking)
DOWN!?

Chorus:
Can I break away?
Push me away, make me fall,
Just to see, another side of me,
Push me away, you can't see,
What I see, the other side of me.

Fall back on me, and I’ll be the strength I need,
To save me now, just come face to face with me,
Stay in place you'll be the first to see me heal these wounds,
Step down, step down, step
DOWN!
DOWN!

Am I breaking
DOWN!?
DOWN!

Chorus

(side of me, side of me...)

Go!

Fall, can I break away

Chorus

No one can see anything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl, losing everything and waiting for the downfall
No one can see everything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl losing everything on the downfall.
Fall.

I slipped away
further from you
trying to find what is real,
You’re somebody else
that I never knew,
and someone that I can’t feel.

I shut it away
I keep it in me.
Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me,
and you see I’m falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me,
you push me out so far;
there’s no more feeling.

I slipped away
closer to me
the only thing that is real.
I’m falling behind
and now I can see
your absence helps me heal.

I shoved you away
I keep you from me.
Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me,
and you see I’m falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me,
you push me out so far;
there’s no more feeling.

Spread, Spread out.

So you take me and you break me,
and you see I’m falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me,
you push me out so far.
And you take me and you break me,
and you see I’m falling apart.
There’s no more feeling.

Say a prayer for me
Cuz I can barely breathe
I'm suffering and I can't take it.
Because of me, no one will ever see
This side of me.
If I don't make it...

-Chorus- 2x
It's like I can't wake up
It's like I can't get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be.
Am I running from you,
or am I running from me?

Clear a path for me
Cuz I can barely see...
I'm stumbling and I can't shake it.
It's up to me
To save myself from me, my enemy.
But I can't face it...

-Chorus-

I'm breaking now
I'm breaking now
I'm breaking out...

I'm breaking now
I'm breaking out...
Here I come, here I come..
Here I come

Can't.. Wake.. Up.. cuz I'm no one

Am I running from you,
or am I running from me?
It's like I can't wake up
It's like I can't get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be.
Am I running from you?..

Can’t face myself, I’m just left with the suffering!

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover

To see you leave again, it's over
And it kills me to watch you descend, to the end

Can't think straight
Shutting me out - closing me out
Are you trying - hurting
Taking me out - leaving me out
Keeps me struggeling
You're leaving

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover

to see you caving in i'm undone
And to say it's the last time again
It's the end

Can't think straight
Shutting me out - closing me out
Are you trying - hurting
Taking me out - leaving me out
Keeps me struggeling
I'm leaving

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover

I'm watching you descend
I'm hovering instead
I'm watching you descend
I'm hovering instead

You take me down, further inside
Now I can see through you

You take me down, further inside of me
Now I'm fading out, I can barely see
I hover
I hover
I hover
I hover – again

you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away
And you say hold on
but it feels like I’m slipping away

I won’t let you down
And what you said to me
is echoing the sound
of what would never be

I’m standing here alone
the memories remain
The same familiar home
But nothing looks the same
And I’m standing here alone
can’t tell if I’m awake
Reality is gone
In a dream I can’t escape

you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away
And you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away

I’m getting through it now
I guess it’s plain to see
that everything I am
is not everything you need

I’m standing here alone
can’t tell if I’m awake
Reality is gone
In the dream I will escape

you say hold on
but it feels like I’m slipping away
And you say hold on
but I feel like I’m slipping away

I’m standing here alone
can’t tell if I’m awake
and it feels like I’m slipping away

Reality is gone
In a dream I can’t escape
and I feel like I’m slipping away

See that face from across the room
And I can feel you're nothing
Show your fear
Its not hard to see
Intention's pale, It's Blinding

Stop stop from the place I've been,
No good for the shape I'm in
I'm slow to the race you win
You wanna take me out

Stop stop with your face off in
My space and my wicked decend
No taste for the place I'm in
You need to stop, Stop

I am all you need to know
And I'm everywhere you go
No one can save you now
When it all comes around
And I'm everything you see
And I'm what you'll never be
No one can save you now
When it all comes around

Show your face and stare at me
And I can feel you glaring
Showing up and preparing me
And you're the one I'll bury

Stop stop from the place I've been,
No good for the shape I'm in
I'm slow to the race you win
You wanna take me out

Stop stop with your face off in
My space and my wicked decend
No taste for the place im in
You need to stop, Stop

And I'm all you need to know
And I'm everywhere you go
No one can save you now
When it all comes around
And I'm everything you see
And I'm what you'll never be
No one can save you now
When it all comes around

Take you down,
Leave you fallen,
Faceless, hurt and leave you down

Fall, break you now
Leave you fallen, faceless
Hurt and take you down
Wanna take you down

I am all you need to know
I am everywhere you go
No one can save you now
When it all comes around
I am everything you see
I am what you'll never be
No one can save you now
When it all comes around

Standing here.
I'm cold inside with fear
And I can't feel my soul.
Take me in.
I'm yours again for awhile-
Just like the last time...

-Chorus-
Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here.
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here believe.
Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here.
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here believe.

I feel weak.
And I'm slowly losing touch
With what is left in me.
Take me in.
I'm yours again for awhile
Just like the first time.

-Chorus-
And I need you
To keep me here.
I'm starting over again.
And I need you
To keep me here.
I'm starting over again...
Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here.
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here... believe.

Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here.
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here... believe.

There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here... believe.

There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here... believe.

I feel it eating at me, while you still drown me
And cross the line over and over again
It's all around me, now I'm here

Cause of you
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out
Cause of you
Now I'm falling, deeper into you

I'm Tired of hating myself.
I can't let me cross the line for her
I'm not me when I dream, there's someone else in me
That I fear...

Cause of you
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out
Cause of you
Now I'm falling, deeper into you

I'm not me when I dream; I'm not me when I dream, anymore
Cause of you
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out
Cause of you
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out
Cause of you
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out
Cause of you
Now I'm falling deeper into you

Drop,
To zero, drop
(its happening again)
I feel boxed in, (its happening again)
I'm trapped inside, (its happening again)
Feels like the world's closing in (its happening again)
And there's nowhere to hide

This time nothing feels right to me,
I'm sinking deeper within,
I'll wait for you to lose sight of me,
Before I suffer again.

(its happening again)
I feel strapped down, (its happening again)
While you feed the disease, (its happening again)
I'm lying face on the ground (its happening again)
For the whole world to see.

This time nothing feels right to me,
I'm sinking deeper within,
I'll wait for you to lose sight of me,
Before I suffer again.

Drop, Drop, Drop to Zero. Drop, Drop.
Now I'm so far away.
This time nothing feels right to me,
I'm sinking deeper within,
I'll wait for you to loose sight of me,
Before I suffer again.
Now I'm so far away. Now I'm so far away. Now I'm so far away.

So it's over now, finally.
I'm beneath
I'm crawling out
On my knees.

I can hear what you said
Echoing in my head.
And I'm losing... myself.
Now I'm cold on the floor
I don't care anymore.
Cuz it's over... it's over

-PreChorus-
(I can feel. I can feel)
(Like it's real. Like it's real)
(I can feel. I can feel)

-Chorus-
Now I can finally feel.
So I guess it's over now.
And you broke me down somehow.
Now I'm faltering.
I can see - I can be
I can leave and shut you out.

(I can feel. I can feel)
(Like it's real. Like it's real)
(I can feel. I can feel)
(Like it's real. Like it's real)

So I'm leaving now- somehow.
Underneath
As I slowly drown- finally

I can here what you said
Echoing in my head.
And I'm losing... myself

-PreChorus-
-Chorus-

(I can feel. I can feel)
(Like it's real. Like it's real)

I'm shaking deep inside.
I'm having trouble breathing.
I need somewhere to hide
Away cuz I am heaving.
I'm having trouble breathing.
Tomorrow I am healing

So I guess it's over now.
And you broke me down somehow.
Now I'm faltering.
I can see - I can be
I can leave and shut you out.

(I can feel. I can feel)
(Like it's real. Like it's real)
(I can feel. I can feel)
(Like it's real. Like it's real)

Looking up from underneath.
As low as we are.
Nothing looks the same to me
Am I deceived?

I stand and watch myself from somewhere else.
Something I don't want to see...

Take it all. So I'm left with nothing at all.
Have it all. As I'm learning how to fall.
As I'm learning how to fall.

Standing up from underneath.
As low as we are.
Things aren't what they used to be
Was I deceived?

I stand and watch myself like someone else.
Something I don't want to see...

Take it all. So I'm left with nothing at all.
Have it all. As I'm learning how to fall.
As I'm learning how to fall.

Why don't you? FALL! FALL!

Take it all. So I'm left with nothing at all.
Have it all. As I'm learning how to fall.

I can't trust what I see.
I can't tell if it's me.
It is changing.
Take it all.
Cuz I'm learning how to fall...
Cuz I'm learning how to fall.

(Stay with me, Stay with me, Stay with me)

I can feel you all the time...inside
You are here everyday
Just a whisper away
I can feel you when I breath
There is a place inside me
where a hole used to be
where you stay
(Stay with me, Stay with me, Stay with me)

Without a sound you say:
I am yours
I found myself today
In your arms

(Stay with me, Stay with me, Stay with me)

I need you all the time...inside
It's the strength that I need
It's the light that I can see
I can tell you're always here
There's a place inside me
where a whole used to be
Where you stay

(Stay with me, Stay with me, Stay with me)

Without a sound you say:
I am yours
I found myself today
In your arms

I CAN SEE
I CAN SEE
I CAN...THIS TIME
now I can see...
IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME

Without a sound you say:
I am yours
I found myself today
In your arms

I CAN SEE
I CAN SEE
I CAN

I found myself today
In your arms

(Stay with me, Stay with me, Stay with me)
(Stay with me, Stay with me, Stay with me)
(Stay with me, Stay with me, Stay with me)

I'm closer to sane
But i'm too afraid
I'll shine on the surface
So leave me alone
And keep me in the shadows
I'm lost
But i'm closer

closer...

Take what you want just to feel
This pain is real
Can you see, all that you've done?
It's inside of you, it's a part of you
In you

Now lifes far away
Distant and grey
It's cold
On the inside
So take what you wanted from me
And keep it, cause now i can see
I'm lost, but i'm closer

Closer...

Take what you want just to feel
This pain is real
Can you see, all that you've done?
It's inside of you, its a part of you
In you
In you
Yea... in you
(you)

I waited here too long
To see what never could have been
I feel like chokeing on
The fear i'm drowning in
And i Waited here too long
For you!

Take what you want just to feel
This pain is real!
Can you see, all that you've done?
It's inside of you, it's a part of you...

Its inside of you, it's a part of you...

Its inside of you, it's a part of you