Smoke fills the air too thick to breath
Can’t decipher in which way to reach
No light to guide trapped in this place
Hands are shaking with nothing to drink
No one to take hold to pull me from this
This addiction that I can’t resist
My drowning desire is my only friend
That stays with me until the end
Forever bound I can’t escape away
These demons forcing me insane
quietly scream for someone who cares
Realizing that no one is there
Disguising the truth fatigue sinking in
Constant battles fought over again
The self loathing thoughts will trigger the fix
Overcome by this darkened abyss
My drowning desire is my only friend
That stays with me until the end
Darkness all around me
overwhelmed by
This addiction that clouds my mind
All that I have left is
this one bottle to extinguish
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