I wish
I could have you here
in my clutches
to remove the excuses
from your mind
to part that haze
and slice your
soul into pieces
to sing a lullaby as
I tied you to the slab
to shave your head
with a dulling razor
as you watch
in the splattered
mirror above you
to break your ribs
individually
with a rock hammer
to shatter your
shin bones
with a shovel
to burn your
fingers & toes
to a necrotic black
with liquid nitrogen
to crack your teeth
with a splintered club
to pierce your limbs
with a nail gun
to silence your cries
to laugh in your eyes
to sharpen my favorite
slicing device
and take your
arms at the elbows
to keep you alive
for a few moments longer
to smell your fear
to cover your body
with kisses & kerosene
to watch u burn
as my human sacrifice
to hear you
scream in agony
to popping
of your flesh
crackling
as it cooks
to feel your child smile
the one u betrayed
to one you took
for nothing
for selfishness
..........in a
perfect world
I would get
my wish.
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