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Laid awake throughout the night
Today the school's so loud
And now it's all so quiet
I plan to pack light
Cause tomorrow we'll fly
Taking off to a place
A land that's not so far away
The boat above our heads for the walk to the shore
As feelings of dread soak the length of the oar
Connecticut hillsides surround the clouds soar
Dazed to the signs
I think back to times when gender crossed me
Miss all those Christmases
And the once careless Autumns
Though there's space betwixt us which
Dissolves here round when the fog clears
As we crept through the race
Old friends would line the banks
Cheering on as they played
Screaming all the lovely names
Then they'd start to file away
Come dust the time to rage
The boat above our heads for the walk to the van
As luncheon awaits us while all the girls tan
And social engagements commence by the sand
Now our day is complete
We faced defeat, but felt the cool breeze
Follow our dreams
And hold the lake in such dear regards
Against the best we thrusted
But the justice came when the bow touched
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Through the mind we flee to space
As the shadows choose the place
Though afraid, my sleeper must awake
So I've used up all and left this time
Station
Towards where we're falling
Faces
Glowing blue eyes upon me
Waste us
Or make us slaves till death like upon me
Or turn around and fake they're proud
I've found my true calling
Well beyond the mortal plane
Lies the place where one's life can be exchanged
No more conscience, no more pain
The now, the past, the future stay the same
Station
Towards where we're falling
Faces
Glowing blue eyes upon me
Waste us
Or make us slaves till death like upon me
Or show the world exist without the day
While the tall one tries convincing us to stay
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Now you know
Places where I live
When I couldn't grow
Downward you'll soon drift
On the sailless boat
Nothing left to give
All I see is throat
Flowing glower
Witless knower
Seedless sower
If it's all a lie
Will you realise?
Right before we die
My soul leads to the wrong
Changeling of the night
Now that I bleed a song
Purely based on fright
Sad with my face so long
I have this new sight
Flowing glower
Witless knower
Five steps lower
If I tell a lie
Will you realise?
Numb the pain
Way high and real low
Now it feels the same
Have love or feel so
Hollowed out with shame
Hoping to see the day
With my brand new name
Flowing glower
Seedless sower
I'm bipolar
If I die tonight
Will you be alright?
Then in time you'll find
Thirst becomes boring
Quest your heart and mind
Now that we're soaring
Over space and time
Done with exploring
All you are is mine
Flowing glower
Ruthless flower
Breathless blower
If it's all a lie
Will you realise?
Seek and you shall find
Everything inside
Read between the lines
I'll show you the light
Here in the afterlife
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A morbid beauty
Glows in resonation
Mercurial signs they read
Make real our minds
True fascinations
For now we're rolling
And kinda golden
As time keeps folding
We're old when our poor souls depart
Whereas cold cruel jokes now make you cry
One day you'll take them in your stride
All of the time we've resided here
You'll see our chalices rise
With ever endless tears
And illusions they fly
But someday soon will clear
Just sit back and recline
I'll guide you through the years
Through the future years
As they'll soon appear
Someday all too near
Now the distance clears
Bad ways which rule all the ways we go
Through black and the gloom
Consecutive days and plain afternoons
The things in life
They pass the time
While those all around are bored
Though we come down in real demise
Trek through all of the feelings with no tears in eyes
Kept fear veiled so it hides
Life's never forced or dry
So theres nothing inside me
I just seem alive
To the future years
As they'll soon appear
Dressed in slacks as we will
So its stars they steer
Just tie a silk sheet round your neck
And twist it till your face turns cherry red
All of the time we've resided here
You'll see our chalices rise
With ever endless tears
And illusions they fly
But someday soon will clear
Just sit back and recline
I'll guide you through the years
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I reach between the mind and burn
You've got a lot to learn
You believe everything you hear
You guys believe everything you hear
I try to tell you something new
But you dont wanna listen to it
Do anything I gotta do
You're not just the way to be
Everytime I see that little face
I know that you're going no place
And now you want to learn why
You hear the lies between the groove
Now we want to show you something new
But we don't waste our time either
Just give it just a listen to
Wake up your mind
You wanna be someone
Right here in the USA
Went out and bought a gun
And blow the world away
You've got the situation
You dont know what to do
You wanna start again
But who do you listen to
If you want to be someone
Right here in the USA
Went out and bought a gun
Blow the world away
You want to see the things
Believe your mind says
It's our right to die
With nothing in the way
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How the story rolls
Magic's taught and history's told
A glory hole
Which through gazed her eyes of gold
Those veins run cold
Mystery's wife evades her soul
Scaring to and fro
Tearing through the snow
As she makes her darling coat
Hoarding all the shawls
Now her evil highness rose
Kind of like Shakespearean prose
Without the rose
Avid as she sows
Cruella grows
Horace and Jasper stole
So let the horror flow
Black and white in hair
Elegantly gaunt in frame
A boney flare
Which christened Cruel with creepy grace
Always smokey air
Circling one lurch, Hepburn face
In her head which filled the space
Was the one hellacious taste
As she aims her fate
Nothing flees her sore embrace
As the biggest mistake that Cruel ever made
Was when she left her cave and started to reign
As the love for her fades
Our feelings won't change
So my darling Cruella
We see through the grey
In her cold glare
Loveliest and rare
Frightened you'll soon wear
And this elegantly haunting is so fair
Theres no reason to part from her cold lair
She has all of the loveliest and rare
Things which frighten at first
But she'll soon wear
She's a regional spark from this nowhere
And this elegant loveliness so fair
Taking strolls through the dark by the moon's glare
As she listens for barks in the night air
Always searching for marks on the white hair
Cruel, you're so fair
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Cast in other grey
Trapped in hyperspace
Motionless we stay
Still we climb these ceilings, walls and trees
And we can't stop clinging on our knees
Oh so gently we fly by
Far from the sunlight
Dreaming of green skies
Burning with hindsight
Eerie with mean eyes
Solice the moontide
This doesn't feel nice
Burns like the light
Now I came to realise
On this goodnight
Frozen in a lake
Mystic covered space
All true thoughts erased
This will soon be over, old and new
You're the four leaf clover that guides me through
Look at this new size
Gross and divine
Now I finally realise
All that is mine
So we'll keep on breeding this huge woe
Because our wombs quit healing long ago
Now you sit on your throne
Smaller, yet you have grown
Used to be close to home
Now you feel all alone
Nothing left to call your own
Feeling pains you've never known
Take your skin dear, leave the bones
Now you feel real, all alone
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Came to see him
For you only might find
Gone take my lay
For you and I will find
Form to see my fates
I cannot ever find
Places I care for
Nothing in my mind
Bring me not far enough
All lurking you'll find
Placing not far
You're every single mind
So fine can only
For you and me will find
Basis all for me
Can you leave my mind
Bracing my fall
My every single place
Your love travelled far
Some laying with my fates
Place some never far
You're everything around
You say I'm a love
And be mine every way
(Inside)
Under the sand
Through the land
Find all I can
And form a clan
That teaches to laugh
Tears the past
Laughs at the rest
Teach the best
Defeats the rest
Forms the test
We passed all the tests
Evil in my mind
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