Darwin's Waiting Room Album

Love To Me Was To Be Something More When It Came To You

Forever Filling A Void
Something I Cannot Avoid
Everytime I'm Put Together I'm Being Destroyed
So When You Come Around
You'll Find Me On The Ground
Searching For A Piece That I Never Found

I Feel So Stupid, Friends Knew It, Turned To It

I'm By Myself, I'm Bound To Be

I Can't Find What I'm Missing
I've Lost Myself I Hope That You're Listening
I've Seen My Puzzle Taken Apart
It's Hard To Start Again

But With You, All I Knew Was The Filth That You Put Me Through

I'm Sick Reliving The Past
My Time It Came And It Passed
I'm Holding On To The Memories, Making Them Last
So When You Come Around
You'll Find Me On The Ground
Searching For A Piece That I Never Found

And I Knew It Was To Be
My Words Are Quick To Undress Me
Filled My Heart With Broken Glass
To Make This Thing Last
Feels So Numb When We Lie Together
Feels So Numb When We Lie Together

I'm By Myself, I'm Bound To Be

EVERY MORNING, RISE OUT OF BED
ECHOING THE WORDS THAT YOUR PARENTS ONCE SAID
PLAN AHEAD, BUT YOU'VE GOT OTHER PLANS INSTEAD
IF ALL YOU THINK ABOUT'S THE FUTURE, YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD

YOU CAN LOOK BACK, NEVER HOLD BACK 'CAUSE YOU'LL FIND
YOU CAN'T GET BACK ALL THE TIME THAT'S LEFT BEHIND
THERE IS NO REWIND, ALWAYS KEEP THIS IN MIND
DON'T GET STUCK IN A BIND FROM A LIFE THEY DESIGNED

LIVE FOR THE MOMENT, DON'T EVER REGRET
TIME IS RUNNIN' OUT SO LET ME HEAR YOU SHOUT

FUCK THAT! FIGHT BACK! LIVE FOR THE MOMENT!
IT'S NOW OR NEVER SO LET'S STAND TOGETHER!
FUCK THAT! FIGHT BACK! LIVE FOR THE MOMENT!
WE GOT TO GET IT RIGHT, COME ON AND GET IT RIGHT!

ALL MY PEOPLE, CAN YOU RELATE?
'CAUSE WE'VE GOT OTHER PEOPLE DECIDING OUR FATE
AND WE'VE GOT TO ACT NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE
BECAUSE WE'VE GOT THE METER RUNNING AND TIME WILL NEVER WAIT

YOU CAN LOOK BACK, NEVER HOLD BACK 'CAUSE YOU'LL FIND
YOU CAN'T GET BACK ALL THE TIME THAT'S LEFT BEHIND
THERE IS NO REWIND, ALWAYS KEEP THIS IN MIND
DON'T GET STUCK IN A BIND FROM A LIFE THEY DESIGNED

LIVE FOR THE MOMENT, DON'T EVER REGRET
CAN'T CHANGE WHO YOU ARE
LIVE FOR THE MOMENT, DON'T EVER REGRET
YOUR LIFE IS GONE
LIVE FOR THE MOMENT, DON'T EVER REGRET
WON'T CHANGE WHO YOU ARE
TIME IS RUNNIN' OUT SO LET ME HEAR YOU SHOUT

Since I was a kid I've had a black cloud follow me
I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me
Killed your companions then complained about loneliness
Well, sometimes it happens this
Cuz de fois ca se passe comme ca

Try to concede, you want what I don't need
You fled with summer's speed, most likely to succeed
You never played the lead, but starred in many downplays
Malaise infects my airways, affrays echo for days
Accumulating slow like snowfall, forestall to walk and just crawl
Enthralled to the beck and call
You ride the rails, tied my body to the track
Watched the trains run me over, never ever looking back

Staring at you teary eyed
How could he never know
Always being pushed aside
How could he never see
Images of patricide
That's how I always knew
Something is wrong with the way that I feel
With the way that I fee inside me

So don't try
Friend you ain't no friend to me
Defy
What you are I'll never be
Outcry
Get the fuck away from me
Faux
I'm stronger now

Cuz des fois ca se passe comme ca
Nothing you say can heal these bruised I conceal
Appologies are like a virus and can't change the way I feel
Should I reconcile so you can smile, rebuild our rapport
So you can bait the lure for yet another whore
Des fois ca se passe comme ca
Step-mother, steps away from being a mother
Already got one and I love her, why the fuck I need another
Or a father, who never bothered, why bother to exist
Watch the sun eclipse, I wipe your name from my lips

Longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be
But you're dead to me
I longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be
But you're dead, you're dead

Don't try
I'm stronger now

I was once betrothed to the bonds of friends
But life too short to hold
Help me, to go ... away

Woo-wee, wander for warmth
Cold spreads throughout my body like cancer
Consumed by a question, innately question the answer
An entrancer, traveling for truth portal to portal
To quell the parallel, heaven and hell, are we immortal?
A stepping stone of flesh and bone
A body loaned to serve our own
To atone is the undertone, don't postpone
'Cause death keeps ringing like the telephone
See, I don't know what direction I am heading
I don't know if there's something I'm forgetting

Before I give in to the dark, my greatest fear is being lost
Help me forget I'm almost gone
Before I give in to the dark

We are forlorn hope
She doesn't stop, the torment hands me ways to make peace
With myself

You remembered me
Our memories play like motion pictures
Love was limited, pain and struggle were fixtures
I view you as I knew you, reflecting like a mirror
My eyes are the windows to your soul, becoming clearer
Without a trace of time and space
I see your face, an angel's face
You and I just can't erase
The meeting at your resting place
And now I know what direction I am heading
Now I know you're the skin that I've been shedding

The moment I saw you I opened my eyes and suddenly realized that I was to
be ingrossed in the fact that I'm already dead. Your ... WRONG!

Is this the end or only the beginning?
Is this the end or only the beginning?
Is this the end or only the beginning?
Is this the end or only the beginning?
Lost?, is this all a dream are we
Lost?, is this all a dream are we
Lost?, is this all a dream are we
Lost?, is this all a dream are we
Lost

I KILLED MYSELF TODAY
I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN
I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY
TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL
I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY
TO MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME

I'M NUMB FROM KNEELING
THIS CUT'S TOO DEEP FOR HEALING
REVEALING, THERE'S SOMETHING AMISS
SOMETHING YOU MISSED
TRANSFER THE SHAME
YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
I WILL NOT EXCEPT THE BLAME
'CAUSE I AM WHAT YOU MADE ME

IT'S OVER NOW
WHAT I'VE SEEN MAKES ME

YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
PRAY FOR THINGS I KNOW
YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
TO CHANGE ME, MAKE ME WHOLE
YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
MY LIFE'S SO FULL OF SHIT
YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
IN DEATH IS WHERE I FIT

I KILLED MYSELF TODAY
I WISH I COULD REMAIN
I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY
TO LET MYSELF GO FREE
THERE SEEMS TO BE NO OTHER WAY
TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT IN ME

I CAN'T AWAKEN
MY LIFE HAS BEEN FORSAKEN
I'VE TAKEN THE EASY WAY OUT, THE ONLY WAY OUT
EMPTY MY WRIST
WE COULD NEVER CO-EXIST
I WILL NOT LET THIS PERSIST
'CAUSE I AM WHAT YOU MADE ME

YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY
WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE
I SAID, YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY
WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE
I SAID, YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY
WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE
I SAID, YOU GOTTA' SEE, YOU GOTTA' TRY
WHO'S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I'GO

DENY, CHANGE EVERYTHING YOU KNOW TO BE
IT'S ENOUGH TO BE MISUSED TO LIVE LIKE ME
YOU'D WANT MORE

YOU WANNA FUCK AROUND? YOU WANNA PLAY?
I CAN'T ALLOW MYSELF TO FEEL FOR YOU THAT WAY
BITTER MEMORIES, WRETCHED VIEW
LOOKING BACK ON THE THINGS THAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH

YOU KILL ME - ALL THE TIME WITH THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
YOU KILL ME - ALL THE TIME WITH YOUR EYES
YOU KILL ME - ALL THE TIME WITH THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
YOU KILL ME - ALL THE TIME WITH YOUR EYES

INSIDE I'M SICK OF LIFE
PRETEND TO HEAR
THE WORDS CAST FROM YOUR EYES

YOUR HOOKS IN ME ' TO TAKE MORE

WAS I NOTHING TO YOU?
WAS I NOTHING TO YOU?
WAS I NOTHING TO YOU?
WAS I NOTHING? - TO YOU
WAS I NOTHING TO YOU? ' TO YOU
WAS I NOTHING TO YOU? ' TO YOU
WAS I NOTHING TO YOU? ' TO YOU
WAS I NOTHING?

DID YOU EVER LOVE ME? ' DID YOU
DID YOU EVER LOVE ME? ' DID YOU

How many emeee's must get dissed?
Yo, motherfucker let me speak on this
I be that lyricist, pugilist with an educated fist
Evolutionist forced to exist on a black list
Pissed and dismissed, I resist to play the backseat
No boy from backstreet, I'm intellectually elite
My mind moves faster that Michael Johnson at a track meet
Stepping over those under me like concrete
Smaller than gnomes, shatter your thoughts like britte bones
Crushing feeble domes like el nino did to mobile homes
Lamp posts get ripped apart when I envade with my tirade
Like cat in the hat during the Macy's day parade
Worthy or an accolade instead portrayed as a charade
Conveyed a an Al Jolson with a mammy serenade
Guilty of being white and out of step like minor threat
But I'm a major threat not willing to forgive and forget

Judge me on skills not my color or race
Judge me on skills not my color or race
Judge me on skills not my color or race
Judge me on skills not my color or race, say that shit to my face
Say that shit to my face
Say that shit to my face
Say that shit to my face
Say that shit to my face

Grimm, my pseudonym, I'm an emcee not a singer
Put more dents in the game than the face of Wayne Hyzienga
Scarlet lettered, fettered as a wigger, just a wannabe
Beset with every epithet, can't get the best of me
People used to giggle and laugh, clear a path
I'm over coming obstacles like Jeremy McGrath
Those who used to raise an eyebrow, kowtow
Had no respect for you then, got no respect for you know
My spectacular vernacular suspends disbelief
You went from verbose to coatose, silent as the chief
Our time is brief, I hope no one forgets me
I've got goals to achieve before I leave like Gretzky
But I'll never retire until I see this thing through
To imbue my point of you, challenging you like K2
My forte is to foray with the words I say
So clear the way motherfucker cause I'm here to stay

Postered my fears for years
I've disappeared within
Reflecting what could have been
I'd kill myself to start again
What's left for them
A dirty box with room to breath
I'll keep you there
I'll keep you there to never leave but

You would never understand it
You took my love for granted
Nothing turned out like we planned it
Now my disguise is more than what you see with your eyes
My disguise is more than what you see with your eyes

We try to hide ourselves
Breath in the lies
We try
We try to hide ourselves
Breath in the lies
We try

I taste the shell and tell
You wear a candy coat
Engulfing you in my throat
Line me with the love letters that you wrote
My antidote, a lover's quote
In pheromone
You're deep inside
But deep inside I'm all alone but

It's all a part of you

(featuring Shaggy)


I'm taken away by the sound of your voice
Like a snake to a charmer irresistible force
You turn me into a dog on a leash
And I'm trapped in this world alone


I've waited so long to get away
Time passes and all I want is to be


Held by you, to touch you
I always seem to taste you
But you're gone and I stay
It's all the reasons I try
To cling to, to hate you
I'm always brought down by you
It's a shame, turn away
Now my grief's in today

I EMERGE WITH A DIRGE, I'LL SPEAK UNTIL MY DEATH RATTLE
THERE'S A WAR OUTSIDE THE BLACKBOARD JUNGLE
PREPARE FOR BATTLE
THOSE WHO SLEEP THE AMERICAN DREAM WILL WAKE TONIGHT
FROM THE WORDS I RECITE, SHEDDING LIGHT WITH WHAT I WRITE
SECOND AMMENDMENT NEEDS AMMENDING, NOT A BASIC HUMAN RIGHT
CAN'T AGREE WITH WHAT I SEE, IT'S AN IDIOT'S DELIGHT
WHEN ALL INJUNS WANNA WEAR THE HEADDRESS
BUT CAN WE CONVALESCE

CHANGE A LITTLE LATE NOW
THAT YOUR FACE IS DOWN AND BLOODIED
BY MY ONE TRIGGERED MIND
HATE, ENSLAVED TO LIVE DOWN
CHAMBER'S LOADED I AM READY
SHOTS SOUND OUT MY CRY

IT'S APPARENT, YOU'RE SO TRANSPARENT, YOU DON'T CARE
IT'S JUST LIKE YOU'RE NOT EVEN THERE
TAKING STEPS IN REVERSE BUT IT'S TOO LATE TO RESCIND
I SHALL FINISH THE GAME AND REAP THE WHIRLWIND
AS A PARENT, YOU'RE SO TRANSPARENT, YOU DON'T CARE
IT'S JUST LIKE YOU'RE NOT EVEN THERE
TAKING STEPS IN REVERSE BUT IT'S TOO LATE TO RESCIND
I SHALL FINISH THE GAME AND REAP THE WHIRLWIND

DEAD FINGER ON THE PULSE OF THIS NATION, NO PULSATION
FIREARMS ARE GROWING FASTER THAN THE POPULATION
ARMED LIKE OCTOPI, PREOCCUPIED WITH BEREAVEMENT
GROWING OLD'S BECOME THE NEW BENCHMARK OF OUR ACHIEVEMENT
EVERY METROPOLIS HAS TURNED TO A NECROPOLIS
DISARM THE NUCLEAR FAMILY, STIFLE THE RIFLE NOT THE POPULOUS
RELATIONSHIPS ARE HOLLOW AS AN EMPTY CASING
TIME IS RACING, A BRICK WALL IS WHAT WE'RE FACING

BRING THAT SHIT BACK
TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK
WE WON'T TAKE THAT
FUCK THAT

CHANGE A LITTLE LATE NOW
CHAMBER'S LOADED I AM READY

You took one final look, my tears they turned to ice/
A frozen sacrifice, your body heat's my paradise/
I've built up many layers, but none can keep me warm/ Deceiving
is believing in the calm before the storm/ We complicate our lives
with things to define/ threw it all away to see what was mine/
Cleared out my insides, echoing hollow/ I'll forever wallow,
in your footsteps i follow/ Warily, I search for solidarity/ In our
disparity, your love for me was charity/ This s reality, for all that it's
worth/ If you're not perfect then i just don't belong on this earth

And just like a disease/ All the faces i see remind me of you

cause they seem just like you/ wanna reach out and touch you/
All I have is me, all i want is you/ They seem just like you/ Why can't
I forget you/ All I have is me with this memory/ Fading alone

I'm an array of imperfections on display/ My life has been on
layaway since the day you went away/ I've watched myself decay, the
ripe is turning rotten/ Feeling nostalgic now you're gone but not
forgotten/ I lack luster, what was new has turned to rust/ I'm filled up
with disgust, wish the world would turn to dust/ It's hard to read just
cause now i find it strange/ To trust in something that constanly change/
A long-range exchange, for years I've sought you/ The pain I've
brought you, your've taught me what i've taught you/ We can't
escape ourselves or even one another/ I will never recover this is love
like no other

I'm gonna rip, rip you out of me/ I'm F*ck, F*ck you out of me

Never you/ Never you/ Never you/ Never you/ They could never be you
Never be you/ Never be you/ They could never be you

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