Theres a weight over me today
its somthing I have to say
love you too much to leave
dont like you enough to stay
My heads in a mess
and im stressed
but i guess its a test in the quest for happiness
and the rest of that mess
so i best just acquiesce
even though iv grown tired of you
And that aint ment to sound spitefull
im just trying to be insiteful
when i write all my emotions
In the night fall all the stuff i try to bottle
just come out and the sad fact is im so tired of you
Love, its a werid thing aint it?
theres no way to explain it
but i swear as well as pain
there should a juggle to sustain
the same level of mundane
and its numbing me through
i often wonder if il miss you
and have the erge to kiss you
if an issue was to hit through
to this heart and outwards issue
and said issue was to be to just ignore
and i walked out on you
the chances are id fall apart
and suffer seizures of the heart
as my chest begins to smart
the very second up to part
i want to go back to the start
but then again maybe id just feel new
maybe id get my life on track
and start to focus my attack
on all the things my life just lacks
and start to claw my passion back
instead of living like i have
half commited half relaxed
id have nothing to lose
Theres a weight over me today
its somthing I have to say
love you too much to leave
dont like you enough to stay
I guess lately iv had too much time to think
and yeah way too much to drink
when paper meets the ink
over - thinking is the chink in my armour
thats just what i do
and iv always been that way
your forever questioning each day
and every pay thats made(?)
that maybe made me lay my busy mind(?)
or maybe paper finding problems or resons that might not even be true(?)
see we got together so young
before (?)
but flowers dont grow up as one
each one finds its way to the sun
and thats exactly what weve done
weve grown up seperately too
and for afew years now this has been the problem
and these realisations
i wish that i could stop them
but iv realised that love is all we have in commen
and deep down you know thats true
but then surely that im still in love with you
is there somthing we can do?
to get us through into persue a brand new point of view
on how this gap grew between me and you
so theres a weight over me and id hate to have to leave
but in fate i dont belive
and the state between me and you isnt great as you can see
so ill keep thinking this through.
Theres a weight over me today
its somthing I have to say
love you too much to leave
dont like you enough to stay
Theres a weight over me today
its somthing I have to say
love you too much to leave
dont like you enough to stay
Theres a weight over me today
its somthing I have to say
love you too much to leave
dont like you enough to stay
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