Berkeley Album

This is a perfect start to a song that'll kill you
And am I making sense or is this just bullshit
And am I wondering or am I just faking
And am I cracking up or am I just left her to stay
You are a sunlight in my head, my life is in my hands
And I see you on my back, all weight is in my dreams
And I'm circling my head, my defence is weakened
Now I see you on my back
This is a perfect end to a not now forever
And am I making sense or is this just bullshit
And am I wondering or am I just faking
And am I cracking up or am I backing out
You are a sunlight in my head, my life is in my hands
And I see you on my back, all weight is in my dreams
And I'm circling my head, my defence is weakened
Now I see you on my back
Turning me in, turning me inside out, I'll be here
Turning you around, turning you upside down, I'll be here
Turning you around, turning you in my mind, I'll stay here
Turning you around, turning you upside down, I'll be there
I know it's on my back
My life is in my hands
And I'm circling my head
My defence is weakened now, my defence is weakened now
My defence is weakened

Break me easy when you break me
Cause I won't ask if you wont take me
Burn faster, burn me for lasting
Through your precious hold upon me
And now I'll follow through, this time
Will you help me when I head out on my own into the world
Or are you lying through your teeth and I'm too dead to work it out
Will you save me anytime I trap my back against the wall
Or are you lying to my face and I'm too dumb to work it out
Take me easy when you take me
If there's the slightest chance you'll break me
You meant to hate me with all your
With all your broken heart
And now I'll follow through, this time
Will you help me when I head out on my own into the world
Or are you lying through your teeth and I'm too dead to work it out
Will you save me anytime I trap my back against the wall
Or are you lying to my face and I'm too dumb to work it out
Will you help me when I head out on my own into the world
Or are you lying to my face and I'm too dumb to work it out
Will you save me anytime I trap my back against the wall
I'm not trying to give in

Alone for days the sun seems like the only one to trust
She doesn't answer back and doesn't hold me like you must
But you've taken all my sunshine and I wont ask for more
And I just need to fall back and pick myself up off the floor
And what can I say but
I will follow all my dreams, I won't falter in between
And I will one day find my feet and there I'll wait until we meet
It's only fair, I owe it to myself
Holding on for sunrise to see what daybreak means
You've given more than needed to make me feel unwanted
The echoes of your ignorance a sweet return from order
The stories for the fire, a life full of desire
And what can I say but
I'm confused by all my thoughts, I'm controlled although I'm not
I have found a way to hide, but just this once I'll stay inside
It's only fair, I owe it to myself
The night I thought I told you all things I kept behind
But god you looked so beautiful and that just made me miserable
I'm searching for that something for that little piece of confidence
And all the while retaining not learning what is saying
And who do I trust but
I will follow all my dreams, I won't falter in between
I have found a way to hide, but just this once I'll stay inside
It's only fair, I owe this to someone else
I can see there's one way out but all I do is scream and shout
To myself I owe this now and through this song my thoughts pour out

How many times do I change my minds made up but still the same
This is my resolve I give to you
How many ways do I feel my hearts made up it's mine to keep
This is just the love I had for you
I don't need an explanation, I ain't got nothing left to say
I don't need an explanation from you
I don't need an explanation, I ain't got nothing more to say
I don't need an explanation from you
How many ways do I feel my soul's made up it's mine to keep
This is just the love I had for you
Standing on top I can't look down and can't relate
This is just what I have to do
I don't need an explanation, I ain't got nothing left to say
I don't need an explanation from you
I don't need an explanation, I ain't got nothing more to say
I don't need an explanation from you
I don't need an explanation, I ain't got nothing left to say
I don't need an explanation from you
I don't need an explanation, I ain't got nothing more to say
I don't need an explanation from you

All I want is to bide my time
All I need are things that are mine
You're such a waste of time
All I want is to have my say
All I need are things my own way
Shouldn't listen to what you say
It's all been said before
You're knocking down my door
I listen to you sin
But never let you in
I look into your eyes
And see you start to cry
It's all been said before
You're knocking down my door
It's all been done again
I'll never let you in
It's all I want, it's all I need
For all I want I'm on my knees
All I want is a place to be
All I need is you there with me
Shouldn't listen to your plea
It started with a kiss and ended up a mess
And falling from the sky and burning through my eyes
I'm never looking back I'll only go and slack
I'm only looking round for ways to feel more down
It's all been said before
You're knocking down my door
I listen to you sin
But never let you in
I look into your eyes
And see you start to cry
It's all been said before
You're knocking down my door
It's all been done again
I'll never let you in
It's all I want, it's all I need
For all I want I'm on my knees
It's all I want, it's all I need
For all I want I'm on my knees

Colour me in, I'm lost in a wash
I can't break the spell that you left me in
Bring me along as someone to be my reason for falling apart
And all this silence has given me words
And all these reasons are making me nervous
You're pulling on the threads that make me work and bring me closer to you
And I'm dragging behind forgetting the chords that let me play it away
I'm on your side but this is pulling me in too, and bringing me over
Colour me in
Paint a new side
Fill me out and I feel I'm heading, feel I'm heading out
You're pulling me out, pulling me out of time and out of reach
And I'm dragging behind, forgetting the words that let me want to be me
I'm on your side but this is pulling me in too, and bringing me over
Colour me in
Paint a new side
Fill me out and I feel I'm heading, feel I'm heading
I'm gonna wait, not going to take this anymore
And I'm gonna wait till I feel I'm better

And I'm not saying that this is only coming out in the end
And I'm not waiting for a reason or an answer from you
You return to say I'm lying like a kid done something wrong
I'm not here to be your everything and nothing all in one
And this is my case now, another fake way out of all the ringing in my ears
And this is my way out, another foolish plan this is my never-ending song
I'm only an island of hope but I'm drowning faster than I'm staying afloat
A whisper, from someone who's sailing around me and I'll last the day
I'm falling like an angel from the ceiling, I'm reeling and I'm far too obscure for you
I'm falling like an angel from the ceiling, I'm reeling and I'm far too aware of you
It's only a matter of time till I'm leaving all my sorrow behind
A whisper, from someone who's thinking about me and I'll last the day
I'm falling like an angel from the ceiling, I'm reeling and I'm far too obscure for you
I'm falling like an angel from the ceiling, I'm reeling and I'm far too aware of you
And this is my case now, another fake way out this is my never-ending song

I know that it's in you
To save me from drowning
I know it's not in you
To leave me to myself
And I am a message
I've sent out the last ditch
I know that it's in you
You'll save me
I know that it's in you
To save me from myself
I know it's not in you
To leave me
This is my head and I'm falling apart
I can tell by the way
That you need a new start
And I'm opening up to a mess that I've made
I've had a new start and I'm fading away
I'm falling out of here
I'm heading out of my depth and I say
This is my head and I'm falling apart
I can tell by the way
That you need a new start
And I'm holding on tight and I'll never let go
This is my way out
Whole and alive
I'm not failing you
Hope I'm not telling a lie
And I want to be here but I'm staying away
I'm not falling away I'm heading on my own
And you'll see soon

I shouldn't think of you so much
But I am falling out of favour with you
This is clearly all my fault
Get over it
Take me, burn my heart and make me pure
This is, another start of another fight
You are, burning rings around my heart
This is, taken with me, where now
Our little lives reign through
Take solace from my part
We're nothing if not right
So take me with you when you
Tear my heart down it's my fault
This is, another start of another end
You are, burning rings around my heart
This is, taken with you, where now
Our little lives reign through
Take solace from my part
We're nothing if not right
So take me with you when you
I found a new star, a new reason to live
Got my heart as I said and I'm falling in deep
This decision is mine, I'll make it myself
Without reason, conjecture, and influence from you
I found a new way, a new body to give
I'm asleep at the wheel and my heart's going to steer
This decision was mine, I made it myself
Without reason, conjecture, all reasons come from you
Take me, burn my heart and melt my hand
This is, another start of another
I found a new star

Help me out, I'm losing touch
Help me out, I'm breaking up
I'm watching you, I'm watching you
And this is my heaven and these are my words
These are my walls, watch them crashing to the floor
You are my release
Help me out, I'm losing out
Help me out, I'm breaking out
I'm watching you, I'm watching you
And this is my heaven and these are my words
These are my walls, watch them crashing to the floor
You are my release
Help me out, I'm losing you
I'm losing you