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What I've seen in my lifetime
Is enough to accept all abandon
It's enough to betray my faith
Hear this prayer for her
And let me know
I'll give you my lifetime
If it must,if it must be so
I'll give it my lifetime
I need your acceptance
I want to believe
But I need your redemption
Im alone and exposed
In a war of fear,with myself
I need your belief
Your need to never see this hell
Hear this prayer now
Hear this prayer for her
I'll give you my lifetime
If it must,if it must be so
I ask of you
I beg of you
to hear this prayer
Have I given of myself to free you?Have I taken enough abuse
to save you?
Have I given enough,
Have I taken enough?
I would save you myself,
if the saving was there for you
Im crying out to you
To hear this prayer for her
I ask of you,hear this prayer now
I beg of you,hear this prayer
To hear this prayer
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Grieve
Greive once and grieve a lifetime
Grieve
Grieve once and grieve a lifetime
Repenting for my hopes
I've sinned and masked my fears
Unwavering ability
To accept my frozen destiny
Grieve,give me the strength
Grieve,give me the hope
Grieve
Greive once and grieve a lifetime
Grieve
Grieve once and grieve a lifetime
A carcass with a heartbeat
This is no answer within
I have lived in a hole of suffocation
Caged by my own doubt
again and again
Grieving a lifetime of misery
A lifeless memory
Grieve the memory
See this crushing me
see what's left of me
Grieve the memory
See this crushing me
see what's left of me
A lifeless memory
A lifetime of misery
See this crushing me
Now bury what's left of me
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Come undone
To piece it all back together
Dont let me die alone
Come undone
To piece it all back together
Now my soul is gasping
Devoured by the cold
What I need to take back
Is at the bottom
I let it sink
I let it feed
And Im in the shadows
When I fall to my knees
Come undone
To piece it all back together
Dont let me die alone
Come undone
To piece it all back together
Time forever my enemy
Im lost for eternity
Piece it all back together from ruin
Piece it all back from coming undone
I've been standing at the
edge of the night again
devoured by the cold
devoured by the cold
devoured by the cold
Yeah,to piece it all back together
From ruin from demise
To piece it all back together
From coming undone
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Im waging the war
In a shattered city
Accused and condmned
Imprisoned by a man's word
Made to bear witness
Raped into submission
The most severe price
No name no voice no face
Victim's of deranged injustice
Inhumanity,Instability
Straight jacketed by tradition
Fear and desperation
In an enclosed world
Lifting the veil
Lead into demise
Imprisoned by a man's word
Intimidation into power
With ruthless force
The slightest provocation
Evokes their crime's
Now law is absent
Insecurity,Inhumanity,instability
No name no voice no face
Victim's of deranged injustice
Lead into demise
Imprisoned by a man's word
Lead into demise
Now bear witness to my sacrifice
I've been lead into
Led into demise
And I paid the most severe price
Imprisoned by a man's word
Into demise
Now bear witness to my sacrifice
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Impassive thoughts
Ripped from a forgotten day
Tortured word's not
so easily forgiven
If Im what you say I've become
Then this is how it must die again
Crawling through your nightmare
Of what it is and what it's always been
Inhaling lifetime's of pain
Condemning you with every breath
Cold hearted and destroyed by living
Pit I have for no one,not felt
This love is a cemetery
If Im what you say I've become
Then this is how it must die again
If Im what you say I've become
Then this is how it must die again
Punish me now ,Punish us all forever
Demon eye's,
Demon's eyes see my past
Demonized,demonized by what I thought we had
Demon eyes,demon eyes,demon eyes
See the unspeakable
Demon eyes,demon eyes
Demonized by what I thought we had
Now it must die again
Light of the sky shines down upon
A love that is now a cemetery
With emotional starvation
Hoping that this calm will follow
Unmerciful
Demon eyes,demon's eyes see my past
Demonized,demonized by what I thought we had
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Some road's take you places in life
From which you can never return
Lost souls will try and guide you back
From places that you never were
I turned to stone
Once I saw the reflection,was my own
Some choices wiill be so clear
but the outcome will be so blurred
And when the future becomes the past
It will haunt you with unspoken words
I turned to stone
Once I saw the reflection was my own
Now I cast a stone
Through the windows of a broken home
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Im still living,searching and questioning
Im still hoping,bleeding and wandering
Searching for something
to ease the agony
Questioning all this life
lost in front of me
Trying not ot let the hopelessness engulf me
Wishing for the realization to give me
Something....
Someone....
To help me feel again
How can we free the fallen?
How can we free the fallen?
Free them from themselves
Im still living,searching and questioning
Im still hoping,bleeding and wandering
Im still living,searching and questioning
IM still hoping for this world to give me
Something....
Someone....
To help me feel again
Something....
Someone....
To help me live again
How can we free the fallen?
How can we free the fallen?
Free them from themselves
Searching for something
to ease this agony
Questioning all this life
lost in front of me
Trying not ot let the hopelessness engulf me
Wishing for the realization to come to me
Resurrect me
Im still searching for
something in this life
Anyone or anything
to give me peace inside
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I feel so powerless
I suffocate on emptiness
I pray to be awoken from this nightmare
So many things I’ll never say
So many wounds will never heal
Each breath is filled with overwhelming sorrow
In disbelief of how your life was stolen
In disbelief of what would never be
My only solace is knowing
Somehow your soul is finally free
So I’m screaming into the sky
Cause it’s my only way to say goodbye
And I’m still asking for an answer why
Why I never got the chance to say goodbye
Now this is my only way to say to you
That I’m sorry for letting you slip away
I never thought I’d lose you forever
So now I tell the world
So many emotions rush to the surface
But I keep asking myself
Why it had to end like this
Why did it have to end like this
So I’m screaming into the sky
Cause it’s my only way to say goodbye
And I’m still asking for an answer why
Why I never got the chance to say goodbye
In your honor I will live my life
Do the best that I can
And in your memory I will take this life for granted
Ever again
To say goodbye
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It's in my blood,
rushes through my veins
and there's no defense against the plague
the here and now is the breath that I take
within these lungs is my escape
so close again,yet so far away
I feel so far gone but it helps the pain
give me one more dusk after a darkened day
Give me a ray of light to lead the ghosts astray
I've been knowing that this night cant last forever
It's through my body.within my soul
Races down my throat,so self absorbed
There's no talking to the man that I was
Everything's so bright outside the world
so enthralled by you I need another taste
Fill my head again,there's no yesterday
Hardened by your touched fill you with my rage
I just need one more dawn to lead the ghosts astray
I've been knowing that this night cant last forever
Give me one more dusk after a darkened day
I've been knowing that this night cant last forever
I just need one more dawn to lead the ghost's astray
could it be,could it be the awaking?
could it be,could it be the awaking of a tortured soul?
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I died that day when you told me that you never knew me
I died inside when I saw myself above your grave
Can you hear these words?
begging,screaming
I can hear you now,pleading for your mercy
when more words wont speak to you
the truth will
when the truth wont speak to you
my fist will
Can you hear these words?
begging,screaming
I can hear you now,pleading for your mercy
when more words wont speak to you
the truth will
when the truth wont speak to you
my fist will
Im begging you to hear the truth
Can you hear these words?
begging,screaming
I can hear you now
pleading for mercy,for mercy
Im begging you to hear the truth
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A moment of chance
Buried in black
Ink the pages
With my blood
I'll then tie
My hands of vengeance
Revelation
A glimpse
Of this aweful finality
Short wings bleed unto
Betray my every mortality
Ink the pages
Ink the pages
With my blood
Betray this mortality
A glimpse of finality
Ink the pages
With my blood
A moment of chance
Buried in black
Bury it
Break the glass of sorrow
Upon the stone
And love what does not feel
To suffer or to burn
Despise
Ink the pages
Ink the pages
With my blood
Betrayed this mortality
A glimpse of finality
Ink the pages
With my blood
A moment of chance
Buried in black
My heart is bleeding
I'll suck it in
I'm wounded by your wrath
My heart is bleeding
I'll suck it in
I'm wounded by your wrath
Pride
Will triumph from the
Pride
Will triumph through the
A moment of chance
Buried in black
Ink the pages
With my blood
I'll then tie my hands
Of vengeance
A moment of chance
Buried in black
Ink the pages
With my blood
I'll then tie
My hands of vengeance
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