Every Time I Die
"Turtles All the Way Down"

I have lived every day of my life thinking only of what I should think when I look back on everything I have written on my life, and in the process of doing so I have missed out on living my life just to stay an observer of an impartial observer.

Here I go again, chasing my tail around the sun...
Standing beneath a tortoise under and elephant under the world.
The gravity of the battle means nothing to those at peace.
I can't believe I thought my thoughts meant anything!

When we think we've reached the end we're only back where we begin.

Superman!

We are starving to death on full stomachs, running miles - new hearts on old legs. If I had known all the howls were false alarms, oh just imagine all the ammo we'd save!

Here we go again...
I'll come to party if it goes until 4 question marks at least,
3 or anything less and it's not worth my time at all;
on nights like those my absence trumps my company.

When we think we've reached the end we're only back where we begin.

Superman!

I truly believe I'll be remembered and that even this sentence will be studied. Will you think that I'm wise because I'm aware of that? Or am I just killing myself before they get me?