Emarosa Album

Piece it all together now
Because I sell myself short every time
Oh, how you became my life
You took me in before I could back out
Well I still have faith
It will start again
Oh, I still have faith

Well I'm about to spend my cold life
Cutting corners, placing blame
Any moment this could catch fire,
Erasing all the stains, so here's to starting over
We could be the same, we'll change it all together
The future's mine to claim,
Claim, mine to claim

You can't get out
Fear, couldn't place its hands on us my dear
My pride has dropped
Because I couldn't sell short myself this time
String it along
Say you'll love me either way

Well I'm about to spend my cold life
Cutting corners, placing blame
Any moment this could catch fire,
Erasing all the stains, so here's to starting over
We could be the same, we'll change it all together
The future's mine to claim

Seeing past
It's about time I asked for more
Watching my life, at the distance we have come
While I bled, while I've learned
But I always seem to give up on my self
(Self, self, self, self)
String it along
Say you'll love me either way
Say you'll love me any way
While I'm alone
Say you'll love me either way

Mine to claim, claim!

Well I'm about to spend my cold life
Cutting corners, placing blame
Any moment this could catch fire,
Erasing all the stains, so here's to starting over
We could be the same, we'll change it all together
The future's mine to claim

Is this all a game?
I hate that you see me this way.
I am followed, I am lost.
Where I go, I'll never know.

Was it a mistake?
Too many nights are left this way,
I won't let this give me hope.
You don't like to sleep alone.

You trade a taste like currency,
So blinded by,
Lie here awake at night.

And I knew the cost,
And I'll have no remorse,
And just like before, I'll move on.

Cuz it takes a while to stop waiting (up?)
To get over the need,
(Your loss?), wasting time with you.
But I'll take (a life for you?)
To spend my life with you,
And in the end you always leave.

It was my mistake,
To let in the pouring rain.
The window never seems to close,
I never seem to get away.

Always the same,
Proud of my distant memory.
With the coming drought,
I will have to learn.

And on this road,
And in this place,
I promise that I would never play it safe.
And now you're gone,
It feels so wrong.
Just like before, I'll move on.

Cuz it takes a while to stop waiting (up?)
To get over the need,
(Your loss?), wasting time with you.
But I'll take (a life for you?)
To spend my life with you,
And in the end you...

Emotions gone,
I swear the I've moved on,
Take me all this way,
And tonight you can stay
Cuz you know what it feels like
When you've gotten so cold on the inside.
(?)
(?)

And I... I will move on.
And I will move on.
I will move on.
I will move on.

Cuz it takes a while to stop waiting (up?)
To get over the need,
(Your loss?), wasting time with you.
But I'll take (a life for you?)
To spend my life with you,
And in the end you always leave.

As little moments fade
They come forth the night
Demanding all I think about
Maybe its how we roll

Well I cant get better, I'm stoned
I wont be letting her out
And I cant keep drowning this down

Oh, your eyes they loath
So pretty they've lost their word,
They keep me below
And I know I'm dead inside
I'm reminded every night
Some girls, just know it wont be me

One girl is destroying this moment
Open, and tell me everything that I can't help but see
Contagious lies they never leave

The girl in your and my eyes
The girl you cant even see
Yah the girl I'm waking, waking up

Oh, your eyes they loath
So pretty they've lost their word,
They keep me below
And I know I'm dead inside
I'm reminded every night
Some girls, just know it wont be me

Did you know some girls
its never been enough to notice,
enough to notice how I am right
I'm close but not getting up,
Your close but not getting up,
I'm close but not getting up,
Getting off
I'm not getting off

Oh, your eyes they loath
So pretty they've lost their word,
They keep me below
And I know I'm dead inside
I'm reminded every night
So girl, just know it wont be me

It's in our home.
Please let it go,
Yes, I'm..
I'm coming over top.

You called..
You sounded weak,
It all makes sense,
It all..

I guess he got away,
You don't need it anymore.

So lock the door,
Cause we're alone.
No shame in taking off,
Everything you tried to wear.
So save your words,
Don't smile at all.
In the end, we all feel the pull.

These sharper words that I formed,
They're already gone now,
We'll be ghosts, these ghosts that I have,
And these nights fade together,
And end our road,
In your own..
Alone..

So lock the door,
Cause we're alone.
No shame in taking off,
Everything you tried to wear.
So save your words,
Don't smile at all,
In the end, we all feel the pull.

I think it's time you let go,
Of all, the things that keep you trapped on your back.
And I promise that his taste won't,
Last forever, ohh.

I promise that he won't be me,
I.. Oh I promise,
He won't wake up.
I promise that he won't be me,
I.. Oh I promise. (Ohh..)

So lock the door,
Cause we're alone.
No shame in taking off,
Everything you tried to wear.
So save your words,
Don't smile at all,
In the end, we all feel the pull.

No matter, how hard, you fucking try, these shots, they're never gonna take me,

No matter, how hard, you try,
these shots, ohh
they're never gonna take me

Even in the hardest of times,
we find love, we find love,
I thought, when I fell, people would understand me,
people would understand me,

It was in your eyes,
I will be just fine,
Lost all that my life,
I will be just fine,
There's no weakness in forgiveness

If I tried to take,
Everything in this world,
That reminded me of you,
It would be so empty,
That Fucking God himself,
Would have to start again,
And his eyes would roll back in his head,
And he'd pretend it never happened

No point in pretending,
you don't feel the same pain,
You don't see the same things,
that made, ripped you inside
Keep that pace girl,
This is the only way, your minds gonna stay blind,
Now go ahead and keep your pace,
let your little heart race,

It was in your eyes,
I will be just fine,
Lost all that my life,
I will be just fine,
It was in your eyes,
I will be just fine,
Lost all that my life,
I will be just fine,
There's no weakness in forgiveness

The record is broken and these cheap words you're hearing
(We all know you've heard it all before)
They keep our souls aligned, I wonder how she tastes
(It tastes)
My ego never felt so good
Her dress fell faster and we all know what comes after

I feel this night has begun,
This fight isn't won
Don't get me wrong

Is there anyone who can make me see, help me breathe?
Is there anyone who can make me feel alive inside?
Sink or swim is all I know tonight
Well take me to the bed, it feels so right
Wake me up

The slow, short breathing
I place my hands on your waist
Don't tell me to stop
It calls me out

I feel this night has begun,
this fight isn't won
Don't get me wrong

Is there anyone who can make me see, help me breathe?
Is there anyone who can make me feel alive inside?
Sink or swim is all I know tonight
Well take me to the bed, it feels so right
Wake me up

You honestly believe
You meant something to me
I thought you knew the game
Collect your shit, deal with the shame,
No tears to make it stop
(The real .......?)
The road from here is long
And think about how I did you wrong
How I did you wrong
Take me to the back
because it feels so right,feels so right
Take me to the back tonight, tonight

Now we move so much faster than before
Straight to my room,
And baby you knock down the door
but I'm still waking up
These self inviting whores
These self inviting whores
Make me bring out the sun

Your body's played it's role,
It's role in my game.
And now I can't believe,
I've done it
but somehow I still feel
but I still feel
so far gone...

Where to now?
Drifting his body
Cutting you down
And I can't pretend
His eyes don't burn,
Holes in your skin

Now all I see is the filth
In the hands of another man
His face in my thoughts,
My words become lost
And no longer make sense

Am I lost forever?
The damage has been done
For so long

How did you ever see me broken?
Well you forced me to find out everyday
Did you ever see me open?
Well you forced me to find out everyday

Nobody could,
Can you help this, no
The depths that I was brought up
The depths that I was brought up
Brought up

Oh well is it any wonder
Shallow is the way that I was born
Shallow is the way that I was born
The way that I was brought up, up
Tonight

Am I lost forever?
The damage has been done
For so long

How did you ever see me broken?
Well you forced me to find out everyday
Did you ever see me open?
Well you forced me to find out everyday

Oh pretty girl
Keep batting your eyes
'cause when you breathe you lie, lie
Oh pretty girl
Your better think twice
'cause second chances are rarer than I

How can we forget who we have become
I'll give it all up.
Please wake up.
Every breathe you take, is a lie

How did you ever see me broken?
Well you forced me to find out everyday
Did you ever see me open?
Well you forced me to find out everyday

In my dreams, time it seems, is pain without end,
Well I tried to find, a place to hide, my doubts about us

Now see it falls away,
We all become the same,
This stormy night
A fall from grace,
Yes, my fate,

Well into the fold, we are, we are, we are,
Too far to stop
I won't fall, we are, we are, we are,
Too far too stop

Tell me what I wanna hear, and I'll take you anywhere
That you wanna go, I'll take you there

Were already gone,
Forget, regret about, mistakes I made
I still feel her.......still

Well into the fold, we are, we are, we are,
Too far to stop
I won't fall, we are, we are, we are,
Too far too stop

Wake up, what if you took my word, what this stood for, girl,

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up,

Well into the fold, we are, we are, we are,
Too far to stop
I won't fall, we are, we are, we are,
Too far too stop

I wanted to believe that I could be anyone.
What I'm hoping when I'm not alone.
And obviously, there's no danger in having hope,
Having hope in anyone but me.
On a better day I would be way more awake(?).
Falling off, losing faith.
If it's all the same, I will just take my things anyway.

If this is love, if this is love,
Then I would run far, run fast, from me.
Forgive me if I leave the keys.

I knew I would let you down.
Betray your confidence, how much do you trust me now?
No.
Well everyone else here sees.
Your eyes, they can't perceive me.
I hate the sound of your voice, cause it still haunts me like a ghost.
But I know that I'm to blame, cause I've never been anyone else.
And I'm not numb cause I'm lying awake,
Cause I know I'll never change.

If this is love, if this is love,
Then I would run far, run fast, from me.

I never said I was an angel.
There's a simple explanation for it all.
It's all my fault.
The snow melts away, I'm close to the ending now.
I don't want to be saved.

If this is love, if this is love,
Then I would run far, run fast, from me.
Forgive me if I leave the keys.

I ache, it's opening my soul (my soul).
I ache, it's opening...

Speak what we feel,
and not what we ought to say.
Well, I'm forever young
and you're forever you.

So much to say
but nothing to hide.
Ohh, please open it all.
Soft voice, that whispers lies.
Who do I lay beside?
Soft voice, soft voice,
that whispers lies.

Well, I don't want to see it anymore.
Too bad he's not me and these feelings you just can't ignore.
But I won't be played a fool.
Well, I don't want to see it anymore.
Too bad he's not me and these feelings you just can't ignore.
But I won't be played a fool.

Did you count how many times
the words left my mouth?
So many times I was pressed on top.
You never pushed me off.
As much as it hurts to admit,
you just...

Well, I don't want to see it anymore.
Too bad he's not me and these feelings you just can't ignore.
But I won't be played a fool.
Well, I don't want to see it anymore.
Too bad he's not me and these feelings you just can't ignore.
But I won't be played a fool.

No matter how hard you'll try
These words won't save me
Please stop, slow your speech.
Soft hands that would ruin lives,
and eyes that would burn.
Fall to your knees.

You pretend not to see our problems,
because they form inside you.

Well, I don't want to see it anymore.
Too bad he's not me and these feelings you just can't ignore.
But I won't be played a fool.
Well, I don't want to see it anymore.
Too bad he's not me and these feelings you just can't ignore.
But I won't be played a fool.