Disciple Album

I can feel it in the thunder rolling, lightning crashing
It’s our time, the wait is over
Fire’s burning, floods are rising
It’s our time, the wait is over

Sitting in ashes, we’re broken,
with our faces downward,
Like there’s nothing we are looking forward to

We’ve been waiting so long
For this moment all of our lives
Let it pour out

I can feel it in the thunder rolling, lightning crashing
It’s our time, the wait is over
Fire’s burning, floods are rising
It’s our time, the wait is over

Hoping and praying in silence,
That the blessings of the former
isn’t the end of what we look forward to

We’ve been waiting so long
For this moment all of our lives
Let it pour out

I don’t want to feel like I can’t trust you
Consequently be the last one I turn to
Denial doesn’t need to be my friend
When I’m a healer that’s in need of healing

Is it okay to not know
Not have the answers
And simply be someone
Who is searching for someone to save me

You’re the only one that sees
The only thing inside of me

When it’s all stripped away
Hidden underneath the clay
I am simply someone
Searching for You to save me

It’s hard for me to stand upon this pedestal
When the light reveals it is a tainted angel
It seems that honesty
Has finally got me to confess
I can’t save anything

Tomorrow may never come
An everyday possible prophecy
If I’m hated or if I’m adored
I will not question You here with me

This solemn truth I will depend on
That You could never even think of failing

When all others start to fade away (Into Black)
I won’t worry, I know You are with me
When the sky is falling down on me (And turns me back)
I won’t worry, I know You are with me

I have nothing inside this world
But everything that I need’s in You
If for better or if for worse
Always and forever I am Yours

You can’t hold me back now
When it’s all coming down
I know I’ll be brought out
This can’t hold me back much longer

I will live and for You only

You were the only one that I could turn to
You were the only one that could ever calm my sea
That separated me from what You knew I could be
Only You

And through it all
I’m Yours alone

I will live and die for You only
Only You
I will die to live for You only

You will be the one I will call by name
Even when I find myself on either side of pain
You will be the reason for the breath I breathe
Only You

Take this burning heart that burns for You
Make it what You want
Break it, mend it, it is Yours alone
For You I will live and die

I will not stand silently by as you mock and curse my God
Stand against Him; you will be brought down

Here I come; I’m bout to rise up
All of my people, we’re ‘bout to rise up
Here we come now, we’re ‘bout to rise up
All of my people, we’re bout rise up

You bark accusations that paralyze my brothers in fear
Only a small spark starts an unquenchable fire

It’s worth it all
If I can just see You, feel You
It’s worth it all
If there’s just one that sees You, feels You
I know it will be worth it all

All the time it’s taken
To be here in this place
The scars have left their mark
But I’m still running

Forgetting what is behind
I’m moving straight ahead
And I will run with a passion ‘till I reach the end
I won’t let my eyes move left to right
I’ll run with all my heart, I’ll give it all I got

It’s worth it all
If I can just see You, feel You
It’s worth it all
If there’s just one that sees You, feels You
I know it will be worth it all

Remembering all those voices
Arrows that cut me down
There’s something burning in me
That keeps me running
I know it will be worth it all

Destiny
Questioning the connection with some
Divinity
Is there something for me?
I’m stretching out my faith

I have tasted all the things this world has offered me
It has left me thirsty for something this world cannot see

Shine down on me
If You’re the one who loved me before the stars were made
Shine down on me
If You’re the one who gave it all to dethrone my shame

I’m empty
All of my successes have left with
Depravity
Now that all else has failed
I’m stretching out my faith

At the pinnacle it was impossible to see
In the deepest of this darkness it comes clear to me

Could it be that I am just a product
Of my own selfishness?
Could it be that I am just a model
That no one should follow?

Couldn’t take Your word as it was given
Predestined to wander
So I’m here to reflect and to ponder
Where I’ve gone - I miss You

Replace this weight I feel
Break this heart until
I feel You breathing
I’m falling over You

Hearing this voice again
All across my skin
I feel You breathing
I’m falling over You again
Falling over You again

My reasons are gone
You knew all along
That I would be falling over You again
Without You it felt wrong
It wouldn’t be long
‘Till I would be falling over You again

Can I go back to when it was just us?
I could care less what life brought to us
I never will understand why I left this
When I felt more, I trusted You

I knew this was wrong
But I needed to be on my own
Now it’s been so long
Since my freedom is me bound to You

Here comes your empty talking
Empty words and empty soul
Here comes the smile appearing
Every time you see me fall
Break me

I feel the poison cutting through me
Spreads like a cancer all over me
Could it be that you’re so insecure
That you have to curse me?

Go ahead with all you got
Try to break me down
Do you think you can hurt me?
All the pain you inflict will make me stronger

You lie in wait, you analyze
You’re looking down on me
You try to take me down
Down to your level but you
Don’t change

The light hits my eyes
In the first of the morning
I take in this spectrum of wonder
How unlovely things can be balanced
Yet shadow me with despair

But it washes away, when You

Come in
I see just how beautiful You are (When you)
Come in
The night seems to disappear in You

I study the surface
Of this visage You’ve given
It speaks nothing of the things hidden
Buried underneath what needs improving
Lies an outcast unworthy of youching

How could something
So utterly unspeakable
Be found in this?
The ugliness in the horror of Your cross
It washes away, when You

Why are you
So angry and cold-hearted
To the hand that helps you?
You’re breaking, destroying what is
Around you, I’m pleading
Will you let me into you?

All the fingers point to you
I’m reaching out my hand to you
If you won’t let Me
There’ll be no one to save you this time

Will you let me
Be the quiet in the storm that you created?
Will you let me
Be the quiet in the storm that you created?

Why do you
Rush into the raging of the ocean
That drowns you?
It’s breaking, destroying, what is
Around you, I’m pleading

Backstabber
You liar, betrayer
I should’ve known you’d be just like your father

I know he hurt you
But that’s no excuse
To hurt anything and everything that touches you

What more could you want?
I was not enough
And that was evident
By the fact that you
Lied to me and cheated, repeatedly
You never loved me

I hoped in you, I believed in you, I’d forgiven you
It’s all for nothing
Everything I knew is dead
I won’t let you in again

Today is the first day of the rest of my life
I fell the new come in
As I shed my skin
Today is the first day of the rest of my life
I stand on broken chains
That held this bitter slave

Coldhearted, you hater
Love me now, so you leave me later
Deceiver, so clever
Jezebel couldn’t do much better

I have nothing to remember you by
‘cause the only thing
You gave to me was

God is this what I put you through
In my unfaithfulness to You?

Looking in this abandoned place
Searching in someone else’s face
Don’t know what it is but I I’ll know when I find it

As I inhale this paradise
Five minutes of escape
Don’t know what it does but I’ll know when it does it

Every one of us is looking
In a place where peace won’t find us there
Every one of us is wanting
Something amazing that’s in between
The living and the dying
All we have is now

Give us some meaning while we live
Some purpose to die
All we have is now
Give us some meaning while we live
Some purpose to die
All we have is now

Maybe in someone else’s arms
She could complete this broken form
Don’t know what she’ll do but I’ll know when she does it

Or I will lift up this desperate prayer
If it could find more than open air
Don’t know what He’ll do but I’ll know when He does it

The things your eyes have seen
Are the content of my darkest dreams
But you take it willingly
The war that keeps my family free

To all the brothers that have gone
I want your memory to live on
As I’m on my knees I hope your heart can hear me

I’m praying as you’re sleeping
Peace will find your dreams tonight
And you’ll know
I am so thankful for all you’ve done

Across the foreign shores
Are the souls I won’t ignore
That would not run from our enemies
As we rest in our peace

Tonight I’m praying for your child
That it won’t be a long while
‘Till all our brothers come home
To fight no more

I’m praying as you’re sleeping
Peace will find your dreams tonight
And you’ll know
I am so thankful for all you’ve done

And as the rain stops falling
I thank my God
It’s camouflaging the tears
The fall from my eyes
As you’re coming home

Come home